Moi Lolla: Is it wrong to not be able to tolerate others?

No, don't get me wrong, I'm the Queen of Whiners, oh wait, sorry Jes, lol.

But yea, I do it a lot too, it's just that I only whine to certain people, and my all time favourite victims are of course Sexy Jesy and Bradshaw. The reason behind it... simple, they are the people I hold closest to my heart and they know me all too well, they've stood by me in good times as well as bad, and they would never judge me, that's why they're my besties.

Recently, I've been overwhelmed by the amount of whining made - not by me, but by a colleague. To start with, I don't even know her that well, so why on earth would you tell me stories bout how you fought with your boyfriend, how he fucked up your day, how ignorant he is, and finally, why, oh why on earth would you tell a person you've known for a complete 3 weeks how your boyfriend and you have sex????

Really... WHY?

As if all that relationship whining that comes in first thing in the morning is not bad enough, then comes lunch time whining, where she bithces and butches ( not literally la) about the entire office. The moment I come back from lunch, I feel so drained out and completely demotivated to work, and I hate being the hypocrite that says this, but all that negative energy seriously drains me out.

I hate sitting next to her, I hate having to face her every morning, I simply dread lunch time and its not cz she's a bad person, cz she's really not, but I really can't take her whining no more!

So much so, my other colleagues actually told me that they pitied my situation and told me that I could join them anytime for lunch instead. Thing is, I never once bitched bout her to any of my other work mates, they just said it. So, it's not just me, and you have no idea what a relive that is to me, cz I'm a strong believer in the "Everybody has a good side and the bad side, so choose to see more of the good side and the bad side will dissolve away" kind of person. I know it sounds naive and immature, but it's true, I do feel that way.

Since I can't take her whining anymore, I've stopped having lunch with her and the moment I enter the office these days, I plug in my earplugs and pretend that the music from my cell phone is so loud, that I can't hear her. And because I don't wanna hurt her feelings, I just told her that I'm on a strict diet and I don't want to have lunch, when in actual fact, I'd be starved crazy during lunch, sigh...

All these sacrifices just cz, 1) I don't wanna blow up during lunch one day and stuff her mouth with pineapples or smtg, 2) I don't want to hurt her feelings by saying that, frankly, I just cannot take her whining anymore, 3) cz I feel that I should enjoy working wherever I am, and I have to decide how I feel about a certain workplace without letting others ruin it for me.

So yea, all said and done and outta my chest... caption for the day, however, is...